I decide to post this story which I find very meaningful.

Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy
family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the
mansion's guest room. Instead the angels were given a small space in the
cold basement.

As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in
the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older
angel replied, “Things aren't always what they seem.”

The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very
hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had
the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good
night's rest.

When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his
wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the
field. The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel, “how
could you have let this happened?”

“The first man had everything, yet you helped him”, she accused.

“The second family had little but was willing to share everything, and yet
you let the cow die.”

“Things aren't always what they seem,” the older angel replied.

“When we stayed in the basement of the mansion, I noticed there was gold
stored in that hole in the wall. Since the owner was so obsessed with
greed and unwilling to share his good fortune, I sealed the wall so he
wouldn't find it.”

“Then last night as we slept in the farmers bed, the angel of death came
for his wife. I gave him the cow instead. Things aren't always what they
seem.”

This story shows that things are not always what they seem to be. Do not be foolish and judge things too early. Life is really full of suprises and I shall quote "Life is just like a box of chocolates". Be optimistic and confidence of yourselves. Doing none will only make it worse.

The flowers are blooming again
The dark clouds are gone
But the road is still long
Destiny will decide for us
The start has ended
But the ending is just starting

"Thrill" does not describe me...it explains you
The past 2 years had been wonderful to me in case you are wondering
But I do not know about you ?
You left without tears.
You found a new one in a blip.
You take it as nothing has happened.
Tears do not signify any meaning, but it shows something...
Would the river flows if it is nothing to me
People wonders how can be it so fast?
I wonder too while trying to put out the fire...

Just wanna say I had think through,
I dunnoe why...I spend time alone in public just now
As I do not want to cry anymore
I was filled with anger and anguish
But as I curse and swear, the thoughts slowly go away
I feel much better now, thanks to myself

However for now, I do not know if we still can be friends
The wound is still fresh, anything you do will just be similar as rubbing salt on it
So just be far away from me and let time dried up the wound
Scar will be there but it's up to one to care about its existence
In the future, destiny and time will bring us together again if we are fated...

I am sorry if I have hurt you in any way
But just tolerate me

Thank you for bringing the best moment to me for the past 2 years.
Not only me, but to family too
Thank you...You had given me my best moment.

U said I have to be mature, but are you?
Not agonised with the facts, but
Dissapointed with the process.
It's a matter of 2 hearts, why bring my mates into it?
You make them feel bad and sad for me, and that is worse for me.
Just let me be, there is no need to bring other in.
I shall not draw my sword further
as the blood stain will be irremovable.
U threw me a boulder that I can take,
But the arrow that you send me is the last stride.

River flows and heart aches
I was good according to you
I was the best in everything but
I am not the most loved.
A flaw of me? indeed
I was just a pawn to you
You were the queen of my heart...but you were
Exactly after 31 winks, you found a new heart
My memory worth a month?
Karma or retrbution
I did that to someone and i got it back at the end.
Before the news was out, u ask me to settle some matters
Your fear that I will not do them if I have known
But for me,
Once a promise is made, I will do it.
Others call me a fool,
but it is my principle.

Mother asked me why did we end?
How am I with your family?
I was close to them...so how was it
I could and do not want to answer her
Not filial of me
But dun wan to bring sadness to others

U asked me to enjoy...
but who is the one that give me all the sufferings?
I asked if you are upset
You said if you are, we will be one heart again
But why not even a drop of sadness?
This will continue and continue for you
It's a game for you...you get the thrill out of it

I am not happy you have a new one but
I am glad that you are happy...
Tell Judas, if you are hurt physically,
I shall not rest on my laurels
The sword will be drawn
Consequences will be bloody and irrevocable

Sorry...

This is not a rebuttal but this is an expression of my feelings. No amount of apologies can make you forgive me as I have pushed over the limits and crossed the thin line. I deserved what is upon me. The small string that are gripping us are growing weaker by days. Instead of strengthening it, weaken was it by me and the fire inside me my narrow heart.

The irony of me, blowing you away when I claimed I want you back. I do not want to make mistakes that I will regret in my life. Love I may not get but foe I do not want. Facing the reality is tough but acceptance is a must. Both of us must continue to go forward as remaining at the same spot will only hurt us more.

Seeing you drafting away from me put grief in me, but seeing you happy place gladness in me. You ask me to wish him good luck, i shall not do that. But inside me, I hope for your happiness. The approach taken by me was wrong and I see the light now. We shall be apart for the next few winks, not as a foe but to recover. I still hope for a reconcilation but only when fate and time allow it. No use to force it as it will just happen again. Sorry for not asking what you want as the selfish me only know what I want. Life is really short, 1/3 is lost in sleep, therefore I want your other 2/3 to be in happiness. Emotions in me run high and i did some foolish things...which I have regretted and learnt.

I know this is no use but again and again I have to say I am sorry...from the bottom of my heart. Hope I can bring back the smile to you that win me over.