The core of my heart
My heart felt heavy the whole day but I just have to carry the load.
But is the sacrifice worth it?
One sacrifices for other's happiness, the one is in agony while the other is confused.
However I rather be sad than seeing others in agony.
May happiness be with you to make this sacrifice worhwhile.
I am misunderstood, no one understand my true heart, appearance does not depict what is inside me.
The love is still inside me but the love is worthless now.
If the world had judged me, then let it be as I will accept it with an open mind and bear no grudges against you.
I want a break from the sweet and sour moment but instead of a break, forever it will be lost.
Freedom comes after the sadness, then sadness comes after the freedom.
Let it be, let it be
The cycle of will never cease and end
Writing this without the means of hurting others, just to express the load in me...
posted by Henry Jacob at
7:59 AM
2 Comments:
to love someone truly is to make the person happy. think of your parents' love for you. it is the most unfaltering kind of love. no matter who you become, where you explore, how you change, they will love you. perhaps you should learn that kind of love. it is called agape. it is willing to lay down your life for a person and make sacrifices for that person. are you truly sad? will you be happy if she finds happiness?
your love is not worthless. your love is not wasted. she will find happiness, and you will find happiness in letting her go as well.
don't be sad lar, it is hard to let go, but it is always for the better. we really can't see it now. perhaps, in a few months, you will tell me that this is the best thing that happened.
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milkmoustache, at 9:28 AM
matt, you're speaking much from your own experience. although my experience is not exactly like henry's, there are some similarities. As you can observe, I am not asking henry to adopt my thinking, but let him see how i feel about losing someone so dear.
you may be in a stage in life where you realised you have to think about yourself. because you may have put in too much thought in another person. now that you've moved out of that circle you feel you've experienced the bird's eye view.
whether to move on or not we cannot advise, because we were not the ones in the relationship, we cannot judge what is worth it, what is not.
one day henry's world will definitely light up again. but as of now, let him be. why are you angry? why do you judge?
i actually do agree with large parts of what you said, but i also see that you're saying a lot of things that are very applicable to your own life. were you there when henry plucked out his first tooth? were you there when henry received his first prize? were you there when henry first met the love of his life? even though we believe we know a person a lot, but we should never ever, judge.
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milkmoustache, at 7:37 AM
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