My heart mellows

Today, I will begin my blog by writing a story:

In a small room in a majestic castle somewhere far far far away
There was a cage with a beautiful golden bird inside him
In the beginning, she was the happiest bird in town
Living inside the comfort of the cage, filling the room with her happiness and always singing with her beautiful voice
However after a while, the task becomes too routine for her. The bird had became bored with her task
She then wants to leave the cage and see the beuatiful world outside.
However the cage refused to let her go, in fear that there will be no bird to accompany him anymore because he feared the bird will never fly back.
The bird felt despair as she seek her freedom. She refused to do her task, she refused to give up trying to escape from the cage. She tried and tried until one day, she felt sick...
The cage felt very sad and finally gave in to her...She flew away after that
She never come back...

I think this story shows an importanyt value in life. The cage provides comfort, love and safety for the bird, but he does not give her any freedom. When the bird want to see the outside, he refuse her request and this cause the bird to hate him. Why couldn't the cage just let her go, if the cage satisfy her needs, she will fly back after she enjoy the experience outside. But he refuses to let her go and when she has the chance to leave, she will never come back. Now the cage is empty...

Love is a 2 way thingy, you cannot force another person to do something as you do not own her. She has her rights to do her own thing and lives her own life. A question that I ask myself is, do you rather be sad and see someone else happy or do you prefer to be happy and see someone else sad. I think and think...I rather be sad than seeing someone that you care and love to be upset...

My heart was as hard as the rock, intimidating all the nemesis, full of hatred and selfishness...But then suddenly I heard a whisper, "does thou want a woman or a happiness?". It finally struck me...Why why why I am doing all of this now? Be brave, be open hearted and just let go...

I shall not make thou an oath as one without a heart, is one that is less than a penny, but my heart will change as seeing you sad, hurt me more than a thousand of needles piercing through my heart

I am sorry for all the things I have done...

I want to change and I will change...Just fly away and the cage door will be always open...