Pissed off

I am damn pissed now, feeling a knive had been stabbed deep into my heart, betrayed by people who I thought they cared about me...Why must it happen? why can't they think about my feeling? Am I being too nice? Am I just an object that supposed not to have any feelings and you can just threw me aside like some objects? Don't I deserve some compassion, symphaty and love? I dunnoe and I dun care. I do not want to be down because of this but this scar will remain there for along time...